Title: driven by design

Gender: Male

Age: 34

Sun Sign: Virgo

Chinese Sign: Wood Rabbit

Location: Vancouver, BC

… and being so small, how could I break away from the hands trying to mold me to their own purposes. I tried with an intensity befit of something much grander than my physical containment. Yet , beyond one set of hands lay another, and another, and…
Scared and weary to be so alone, I decided maybe their hands should have their way, maybe I was wrong to struggle so. Maybe I just could not see beyond to the purpose of being subjected to these overwhelming circumstances.

Oh! The utter and almost complete disaster of such a dangerous decision. With not more than an ounce of life left in this passionately loving shell, just when I was ready to roll over and let my eyes close forever to depart this seemingly useless container, I saw hope, I remembered myself, and I knew I could now use it and with effect, move past those molding hands. There was a fantastic, blazingly, colorful life beyond that I still had the inclination to taste, to sense, to experience.

I proceded to hand myself over, and allow the universe to give birth to me amidst the forests and mountains, their loving embrace guiding me to safe grounds and sheltering me from the forces I was weakened to. With enough growth I was gradually finding an interest to dabble in play with those others from the cities, the streets, the houses, selectively so. Now, I am continually attempting to explore and find the perspectives yet to experience while sharing the discoveries that have been granted me along the way.

A few sayings created from my explorations so far:

“Looking around for that elusive missing piece, I suddenly realized I didn't have any pieces, there is only a whole.”

“Emptiness is just the fullness of expectation.”

“I enjoy the sensation of discovering a question as much as I do the experience of pulling together the pieces into a picture.”

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